I am a housewife but a working housewife. I have been married for years now but my husband works with a popular NGO outside the country. So he's rarely around. I work at flexible hours and most times I am always at home. Last year, my husband's second cousin came to live with us. He is a youth corper serving in my husband's personal business. I think my husband has plans to retain him just to use him as a check on his employees. The young man has been really helpful to me at home, your typical man Friday. I was mostly living alone before he came to live with us. We bonded so well and my husband feels at peace that he's staying with us. At least, someone to keep me company.

Two weeks ago, I needed to pick extra linen from the guest room. I did not know he was in the room because I heard the television sounding in the small sitting room. I opened the door without knocking and the sight that met me was so embarrassing. My husband's cousin was pants down, face up and wanking on the bed. I was shocked, he was shocked, I could not move, it was as if my legs were glued to the ground. He could not stop because it was at the point of his ejaculation. I just stood there as loads of cum spurted from his d!ck on to the bed. It was a beautiful sight to behold.

Ever since that day, he has been extra nice to me. There are times he just holds me while laughing and I know it was intentional. I pretended not to notice but I was feeling uncomfortable. The bubble finally burst last Friday. He came to my room unannounced and unfortunately caught me watching porn. I was so embarrased and restless because I was horny. Before I knew what was happening, he came on to me and I did not turn away. We kissed for a while and as he was sucking my nipples I screamed No! I just ran out of the room to the bathroom and locked myself there.

Should I have? I'm so confused. I think about him constantly. I don't know what to do or how to stop these feelings. I want these feelings to go away. Should i ignore this feeling or send him away? I don't know whether a change in my hormone levels could make me feel this way about him either. I just cannot stop thinking of him though and I have no way of avoiding him since we stay alone together in the house.

Please can anyone suggest on how I can stop feeling like this or at least how I can avoid feeling so bad about it. I love my husband very much and I would never do anything with his cousin even if his cousin is willing but I am in pains feeling this way. Help!

Send him away, otherwise your marriage will destroy completely

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I order to avoid any unnecessary problem, try getting a new job that will keep you busy and away from the house during the day, so that by the time you get back, you will be exhausted to do or think any other thing.

There is no point keeping him. It is never a good idea.
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